My God is a God of miracles.
I am so blessed to have this gospel in my life.
As I endure emmense trials I am comforted by many things. I was given a blessing by two priesthood holders that I know. The first being Kolby, the person who I trust the most; and second Bobby, my FHE father. I’m so glad that they were around for me when I needed them the most.
I continue to need support and help. I will never lose hope and faith. Whatever I am about to go through, no matter what I am about to go through, I can make it. I can do hard things. I can do the impossible.
Tomorrow I am taking a huge step towards whatever this fear of mine is. It’s a big deal. I don’t know how many needles are going to pierce my skin, or how many tests are going to be run. But i will close my eyes and hope for the best.
I highly doubt that I’m going to die because of whatever the crap this is. All I know is that when I die I’m going to die incredibly happy. Going to the Doctor isn’t the end of the world. Even if it does scare me.
I love my religion. If you ever join any religion, I hope everyone is a happy with there’s as I am with mine. It fits me very well, nobody needs to join anything because I love it. Join something because you love it.
Do something you love and remember “You can do hard things” even if you don’t believe in God. Everyone can accomplish the impossible!
Pray for me????
